White Lie ft. BeatsByMidnight Lyrics

Once again I'm

Told a white lie

Now I might just

Take my own life

Skip the drama

Sorry momma Think I might just Take my own life

Once again I'm

Told a white lie

Now I might just

Take my own life

Skip the drama

Sorry momma Think I might just Take my own life

Everything does not feel alright

I see things late at in the night

They've tell me I've got to die

And then they whisper goodnight

Think I'm ready for the world to end

Never trust people telling you you're both friends

They make it hurt with all the words that they never said

Dig a grave cause im walking but I'm already dead

I'm not beast

I'm a burden

And my heart

Has been hurting

My hands

Won't stop bleeding

Gotta get better at concealing

Cause this pain is not appealing

Got a hole inside my chest

Got a drug inside my head

Got a shirt covered in red

This confessions for the end

Leave a letter for my friends

So where the fuck is my pen?

Once again I

Told a white lie

Now I might just

Take my own life

Skip the drama sorry momma Think I might just Take my own life

Once again I

Told a white lie

Now I might just

Take my own life

Skip the drama sorry momma Think I might just Take my own life

Everything does not feel alright

I see things late at in the night

They've tell me I've got to die

Gotta rib cage

Holding me in

A little fidgety

Guess I'm timidity

Sick of the news

Political taintings

Race fueled hatings

Police brutality

No morality

Yet little serendipity

Stuck loathing constantly

Every single memory of doing it bad

Is another memory I wish I hadn't had

I'm forced to avoid all the thoughts of my dad

I'm forced to destroy something when Im mad

But I channel these emotions when I sit in the pad

My mind is taunting me

My throat is tightening

Eyes dilated

And I'm Back to contemplating

Go to schools educating

Ain't nobody dedicating

Always underestimated

Everybody wants to rate it

Everybody wants to hate it

Anybody gonna say it

Anybody still prayin

I'm the boy caught faking

All I want is to take it

I take it n break it

You Must be mistaken

Blue hair with the braces

No tlme for complaining

My mind is deflated

So I'm Taking back what's mine

Swore to god that I'd be fine

Even searching for a sign

But I'm running outta time

Watch the clock

Better take your shot

Beat the dreaded red light

Right next to the bedside

As a kid I had a night light In fear of the dark

Had a feeling there was Somebody outside on the lurk

Always thought I was the person that that person would hurt

Switched the mental now I sit alone turn off the lights

Had to be the person reassuring that my problems reoccurring would deminish

And I'd alright

Anger issues but I really hate it when we fight

Guess I'll send a text, yea I love you goodnight

Once again I

Told a white lie

Now I might just

Take my own life

Skip the drama sorry momma Think I might just Take my own life

Once again I

Told a white lie

Now I might just

Take my own life

Skip the drama sorry momma Think I might just Take my own life

Everything does not feel alright

I see things late at in the night

They've tell me I've got to die

And then they whisper goodnight