Do or Die Lyrics

This shit might be depressing

I just

This how a nigga was feeling once upon a time

I sorta overcame these feelings

I think

So many days of being high

Remember I was super low

Waiting for my moment

Just to let my brains blow

No I

Tried hang and let go

All these fucking problems

You don't know unless we spoke

From molested as a kid

To losing all my shit

The nigga that you see

Never really gave a fuck

Got beat for little things

Now I'm bad in every way

I'm bout to self destruct

Heavens gate I'll see today

Suicide

Living in this life you either

Do or die

I know it's never right

But I've been living like

It really doesn't hurt

So maybe all this pain

Can transfer through a single verse

Twenty-seventeen was the last time

I tried to kill myself

Battle buddy tried to call

But I ignored

And took a step

I'm standing on the edge

At any moment I won't breathe

Then they caught me right before I got the chance to make them grieve

Yeah the army took a lot

But you would never know the basics

I done lost so many people

Throughout time

That time was wasted

Newly eighteen

I had big dreams

But then things just had to crumble

I'm just mad at myself

Cause in my prime I tripped and fumbled

As a kid I had no innocence

Grew up with my cousins

Then for a decade I ain't know myself

Didn't see I was struggling

Now they notice all the changes

Everyday you know I'm packing

Now they like damn

I wonder what had really happened

Now I'm older

Barely sober

With no care in the world

Tryna beat up on depression

While you throw hands at girls

Lost my sister

Damn I miss her

Wish I could hold you one more time

Kee I love you

And I'm never going down without a fight

So many days of being high

Remember I was super low

Waiting for my moment

Jus to let my brains blow

No I

Tried hang and let go

All these fucking problems

You don't know unless we spoke

From molested as a kid

To losing all my shit

The nigga that you see

Never really gave a shit

Got beat for little things

Now I'm bad in every way

I'm bout to self destruct

Heavens gate I'll see today

Suicide

Living in this life you either

Do or die

I know it's never right

But I've been living like

It really doesn't hurt

So maybe all this pain

Can transfer through a single verse