Invasion (Anxiety) Lyrics

Constant pursuit of freedom

But I'm stuck inside of this cage

Coffins are moving near us

Nah, that's nothing I'd be afraid of

'Member back when I would gain buzz

I could feel it on my taste buds

How would I deal with the public?

Have you heard my first tape?

But I just gotta get past it

Everybody has it, I'm overreacting

Agony should be kept behind a mask

But I can't hold it back

Cause it feels like I'm trapped in a casket

Gasping in lack of oxygen

And I don't think that the fact that I'm fasting

Or that the matchstick and gas can reaction is helping me at all

Nobody to help me up when I fall

But I oughta make 'em for this weight is like a wrecking ball

Adderall ain't assist at all

Is my last resort the fentanyl? Please

So that the thoughts don't clog my mind and appal

I try to crawl away from all the pain

And the raging vortex

So I scrawl on the pages to vent distortion

And all this racing through my cortex

Got me pacing, takin' four lefts

And although I'm sittin' still

Got me feeling like I'm getting chased down in the forest verdancy

It's an urgency

It feels like I got third degree burns, you see

From someone tryna murder me, hurting me

I think I need emergency surgery

Or it's just an in

It's an invasion

It's an in—, it's an in

Uh uh, it's an invasion

It's an in—, it's an in

Uh uh, it's an invasion

It's an in—, it's an in

Uh uh, I can't control my mind

I can't control my mind, ah

The lead scribbles and my head dribbles

Always feeling out of my skin, now my flesh tickles

Now it's peeling open my lids with it's tentacles

And that ain't even the pinnacle

I'll tell you why

Because this topic ain't distributed enough

Well, every drip of the faucet contributes to the flood

I hope to increase this content's relevancy through these tunes

And make no hiccups in the process, continue with the uh

Sorry, I'm derailing while speaking on my scathing demons

I hate the feeling of pain with no healing

I sense the raging meteor reaching my place freedom

"When's your next mixtape releasing?

And I need reason behind it"

It's all putting me under pressure

But if I come out of it a diamond

Then whatcha gon' say about it?

Whatcha gon' say about it?

(Yeah, yeah)

Whatcha gon' say, say

(One, two, three, four, uh)

It's an invasion

It's an in—, it's an in

Uh uh, it's an invasion

It's an in—, it's an in

Uh uh, it's an invasion

It's an in—, it's an in

Uh uh, I can't control my mind

I can't control my mind, ah

And as I'm spilling this ink on my desk

I'm detailing in the feeling of being on the brink of death, uh

Every blink and every breath could never help cope with the stress

And don't pose me no questions

Cause a drink sounds like a threat

An everlasting nightmare fuelled by my surroundings

Don't glare at the news around me cause in two, Imma start bouncing

Off the walls, fearing what will happen after I'm pounded in the ground

And've had gravel tossed on my casket

It often passes through my cortex

Rapping through the cortège

And I can feel the organs rumbling

Feed me more sin

Feels like I am trapped slash forced inside of an abstract portrait

But I can't snap the frame or crack the glaze

Cause then I splat the paint and forfeit

Gimme a portion of fame

There, now I don't feel alone

But is it worth all the pain?

Cause I put care into every note (Note)

It's stripping back my confidence

Now I feel bare to the bone

Then I stare at my dome

And now I'm scared to be alone

Scared to be alone

Scared to be alone

Scared to be alone

Now I'm scared to be alone

Scared to be alone

Scared to be alone

Scared to be alone

Now I'm scared to be alone