Apache Catastrophe Lyrics

Like my wine 99 anywhere from sweet to dry

Got a fine girl beside me I love to spend my time with, a dime

She independent don't need none of mine

She ignites me

Make me wanna write a rhyme bout her

Kind and she focused

Help me get this cash then make me wanna blow it

Trigger finger fast 9 hammer gotta tote it

I been in my bag yeah

Niggas quick to blast now

I pop a pill for anxiety fuck a doctor self prescribe em

I never kill all my demons but I need a lavender heart medal just for tryin

Some of my secrets make me wanna kill a nigga

Swear to God It's murder when I find em

All blood ain't family

Invalidated my feelings my agony

Misunderstanded me

I deal with depression I'm crushed by the gravity I need some sanity

Numb to the pain all I feel is apathy shit a catastrophe

A fuckin calamity

Negative self destructive thoughts and memories

Can't get that shit out my brain

I put some tree and a 2 for $6 of E&J

I'm my system fore I go Insane

I went a hunnid

For people who only gave me like 45, 50 back and it drained me

Put some more Mary Jane in me

Runnin from my hurricanes

Ran so far now they some typhoons

Shit don't never away

I been livin like Im finna die soon

Mama see it in my face

Hug me reassure me that she got me

I'd be gone without a trace

If I ain't have my mama love to stop me

Runnin from my hurricanes

Ran so far now they some typhoons

Shit don't never away

I been feelin like Im finna die soon

Mama see it in my face

Hug me reassure me that she got me

I'd be gone without a trace

If I ain't have my mama love to stop me

I was a happy lil nigga till I got molested two times

I grew to hate niggas who had they fathers around em

Cus I never hang out with mine

Granny ask me how Im doin I tell her I got it

I'm good I'm okay I'll be fine

She tell I be lyin

She send me letters with verses

That help me keep faith on my mind when I'm in bind

Tired of dragging this hatred and anger with me all the time

Tired a understatement I be losing these battles

These demons they fuck up my blinds every time

I feel alone in this bitch

I be smoking to cope I be sippin to stay out my mind

My shorty gon love me to death, but peace still hard as the fuck to find