Should I know Lyrics

Where should I go

I want to feel like I can rest

It is so tiresome

To be in so much chaos

And again

Its like negativity is following me around

I should stop

But addictions aren't easy to forget

Should I know

How to ignore these horrible thoughts

How to move on without thinking to much

I can't do it by myself

I just hope

That it really is just a phase

I don't want this to continue for much longer

Don't I look pathetic while being emotional

At least that's the impression I have of myself

I have no room to breathe

It doesn't even help that I'm so sensitive

Like come on just grow up or something

You're making me tired

Im so angry at myself

When did I even mess up so badly with my life

I am still trying my best

At learning from mistakes

But its difficult if life doesn't make sense

Should I know

How to ignore these horrible thoughts

How to move on without thinking to much

I can't do it by myself

I just hope

That it really is just a phase

I don't want this to continue for much longer

How long do I still have to wait

I am done

I am done