The Man In My Closet Lyrics

Somebody tell me why i'm still awake

Going through all of this mental pain

I tried to overcome these obstacles

But no matter what i tend to strain

Welcome to a living hell

It's disguised so much that it's hard to tell

Whether or not that smile's fake

There's only so much i can take

So i close my eyes

And hide my face

Just hoping that

They'll go away

Cause if they don't

I'm scared they might

Come come inside

Never say goodbye

So i close my eyes

And hide my face

Just hoping that

They'll go away

Cause if they don't

I'm scared they might

Come come inside

And end my life

Come come inside

And end my life

I smile while in denial

Fragile but feel so plastic

Prancin around wax candles

Any way i can be saved

Hopeless and feel so low

Focused on pain so cold

Im frozen unlike an oven

Trustin in whoever is willing

To love me im so weak

They betray me but i come back

These bullets will wound me

But i ignore them cause im searchin

For any love i can get

From a fake friend

Whatever i can get

Nobody ever cares

No matter how much effort i put in

No matter what they will never put in

The same effort

Cause im a worthless piece of crap

Right now that's how i feel

When all these fake friends

March away and they steal

Breaking down my walls so that im defenseless

Telling me im nothing that i shouldn't be in this

Screwed up world

Cause i'm just another light in the sky

So who the hell cares if i go out and die