Faithful Lyrics

Asking myself

Why is it so toxic

I don't really know

I finally lost it

I'm last one to tell

And i don't have a choice

I am forced to go

And i have no voice

Even if i am sick

If i had any plans

Need to be ready

Can't leave it to the chance

People tell me to move

Like it is so easy

No money, way too soon

Nothing can really please me

I know you want to fix me

I'm not the one who's broken

I am tired of talking

I have already spoken

And i deal with issues

But that is who i am

Living in a house

Where im treated like a slave

And i have no strength

I am nobody here

You want me to be confident

But that's not how i lived

I wanted to be saved

I can't even behave

Only time it will change

Is when i'm in my grave

You don't care

How i really feel

It's a lie

You ain't faithful to me

You don't care

How i really feel

It's a lie

You ain't faithful to me

They want me to listen

Not give me a reason

Like i am still a kid

Under their supervision

I have lost my friends

They thought i'm avoiding them

And i have no way to prove

I'm a fucking lonely man

Nothing is sacred

And nothing really matters

If it was up to me

I would do everything backwards

But i'm stuck in this place

And i can't even face myself

People think i am lazy, selfish

They don't even know my pain

They don't see the blood and sweat

They have never met me

They don't see the tears

That i am not happy

So if you give me love

I'm giving you my life

Cuz i need to escape

And i am only a half

I need you to be honest

And give me respect

That is a promise

And that is a fact

You will own me

And everything i have

I don't know any different

I'm used to live like a slave

You don't care

How i really feel

It's a lie

You ain't faithful to me

You don't care

How i really feel

It's a lie

You ain't faithful to me

You don't care

How i really feel

It's a lie

You ain't faithful to me

You don't care

How i really feel

It's a lie

You ain't faithful to me