Honesty ft. Daniel Cruz Lyrics

If you're feeling what I'm feeling then it's something special

I've been trying to read your mind get into your head "oh"

Having thrills all on your body And the way you're acting honey

Make me wanna get sexual sexual Anything you want we can do it Speak it in your language I'll be fluent

Got you drip drip dripping with the fluid

Close your eyes baby listen to the music

I'm here today just to talk about something that's been a huge weight on my chest

Can't get no rest cause I really been stressed

All of these thoughts on my mind got me feeling a mess

Exposed to pornography at age of thirteen barely a teen

I couldn't see all of the pain and the suffering that moment would bring me

Started to act out started to wonder what it'd be like to be under the covers

With someone who ain't even your real lover

Would it be nice or would it be torture

And if I did it would I really love her Those were things I would think while in front of that screen

I was so blind to things I was seeing And was so deaf to the things I was singing like

If you're feeling what I'm feeling then it's something special

I've been trying to read your mind get into your head "oh"

Having thrills all on your body

And the way you're acting honey Make me wanna get sexual, sexual Anything you want we can do it

Speak it in your language I'll be fluent

Got you drip drip dripping with the fluid

Close your eyes baby listen to the music

Age of fifteen came around poppa left home that's when I started drowning

Started to lust over girls that would never satisfy but I had to fill that void so I just justified it

Age of sixteen was upon me

Porn had took over the things deep inside me

I was so trapped in a world full of things that would never bring joy and would always just harm me

It was the darkest of seasons had so much hurt and for so many reasons

Night after night that I cried kept it inside me because of my pride

I had a mask on my face that would say that I'm holy

Explains why I didn't want nobody looking so closely

That would expose the reality of the real monster I was and they'd hear me just saying

If you're feeling what I'm feeling then it's something special

I've been trying to read your mind get into your head "oh"

Having thrills all on your body

And the way you're acting honey

Make me wanna get sexual sexual

Anything you want we can do it Speak it in your language I'll be fluent

Got you drip drip dripping with the fluid

Close your eyes baby listen to the music

Thanking my God for the blessings he's given

Thanking my God for the times he's forgiven

Got me out so many things should've been dead but death wasn't for me God had a different purpose for my life so he kept me alive and now I've been set free

I know I haven't been perfect I know without you I'm worthless

But you keep me on your path

You tell me that every rough season will pass

And it's so true

Now I see the bigger view

And since that moment forward faith only grew

Now all I'm saying is thank you for remaining true