The Farewell Letter Lyrics

I don't want it to sound like a farewell letter

But God I am praying that you would take away my bad thoughts

I pray every night

Save me

I thought that I just jumped on the bed

But I jumped into a whirlwind of memories

I look like I'm just lying down

But from the inside someone is cutting my lungs

A pleasant feeling while standing

Between Heaven and Earth

I didn't think I would meet someone like you in my life

I have heard words from you to surrender

Not once

I'm busy with my thoughts now

My head under the water

But I'm breathing well

Why was I so excited?

With my head at the trigger?

I feel that I have taken a step in the right direction

I feel like I am running forward

But I have a stone tied to my leg

And I'm jumping into the deep water