Someone Better Lyrics

I don't know why I was nervous

I knew eventually you'd find out

And it's not like you have any business

In who I'm seeing now

Some things left unsaid are still messing with my head

And I'm filling his blanks with words you once said

And then I worry that he'll leave

Follow the example you once lead

And I'm picturing you telling him,

"You can find someone better instead

You can find someone better instead"

I hate that this still follows me

Like some stupid ghost

So someone better exorcise me

Cause these fears found a host

And I'm willing them to leave but they won't

Some things left unsaid are still messing with my head

And I'm filling his blanks with words you once said

And then I worry that he'll leave

Follow the example you once lead

And I'm picturing you telling him,

"You can find someone better instead

She's not worth the time in your head

You can find someone better instead"

There's some things I've never said

I was waiting for revenge

And I was waiting to forget

And I was waiting to forgive

For the sorry you never left

For the closure I'd never get

For the eulogy I tried to give my head each time

Again and again

Thought that I'd never get someone better

Once you'd left

But I'd beg, steal, and barter

To be my Before and not my After

Cause nothing hit harder

Than being replaced just days after

And the girl in the mirror

Really thought I'd lost her

And someday it will be clearer

I won't feel like some impostor

Some things left unsaid are still messing with my head

And I'm still finding ways of treating it better than you did

Now I'm convinced he's gonna leave

So my head tells me to plan

And while I'm hearing that he loves me I hear your lies and

The way that you left like holy water through my hands

Really told myself that was the best

Had to find a new religion

Make some better decisions