23 HOURS ft. Bill Waves Lyrics

It's Big Waves

Let's reflect on this

My verses sting like bees, and my light shines like 3m reflective pants

I'm just thankful for the chance to tell my story with the purpose to be progressive

Because the more truth gets told, the more people might have the chance

To hear something to make them think again about hurting themself or someone else

Just please don't pull that trigger for one more night

Just give yourself one more chance

Tomorrow's another day, your gona feel a lot different once you cool down

Before you jump ask yourself how much faith you've had in yourself or Gods plan?

For so many years I thought money made me a man, until I let it turn me lazy and stopped working on my craft

And the more I didn't do what I love, the more I hated myself

And the more I hated myself, the more I tried to make the people I love feel the pain I felt, projecting insecurities on women around me

Not knowing the power of my own mind without any knowledge of self

I come from a self created Hell sick on the floor of my jail cell

23 hour lock down

I remember being so broken they put me in the shower all by myself, and I fell and laid down naked bare on the tile

And every 60 seconds the water would stop, and I could barely get up to turn it back on

Just to say fuck it and lay right back down

Started losing my self esteem by age 12 and by then I lost every ounce

Venango County Prison can suck a dick

I remember a man died inside of his cell upstairs, and all night the alarm lights were flickering in the hall

I could never forget

Because all night it felt like the light at the end of my tunnel was flickering as well