Let Me Down ft. Dalin Shepherd Lyrics

Lost soul, lost kid

Lost toy in this town of misfits

Lost gal, in a town

Full of gals crowned as princess

I’m a ploy. I’m a clown

My life's full of lies and jokes just listen

Why with the life I've lived it's

A miracle I haven't died by suicide I'm

Always complicated

Everyday is different

Everything's the same

Yet I can't shake away this feeling

Ball of nerves

I seem to bounce all day

Summon my reserves

To eek out another game

Do I have the strength

To put makeup on face

That's already painted fake

Stained to hide away the pain

My demon's entertained

They seem to like this play

Commiserate at intermission break to seal my fate

I'll go like this way

I'll go like that way

I don't know which way

I'll just go insane

A solitary inmate trapped inside of this brain

No escape, Alcatraz, body snatched

Help me get away from this place

All these people... let me down

All these people... let me down

All these feelings... let me down

All these feelings...let me down

All these people... let me down

All these people... they let me down

All my feelings... let me down

All my feelings... they let me down

Lost soul, lost kid

Lost toy in this town of misfits

Lost boy, in a town

Full of boys bound for missions

I’m a ploy. I’m a clown

My life's full of lies and jokes just listen

Guys with the life I've lived it's

A miracle I wasn't shot five times like Pac

Thug livin

Eighteen, old enough to make decisions

Old enough for jail, a pink peg

And I don't mean cribbage

I'm a kid, she's a kid

A kid coming her moms and pops livid

Skip specifics, here's the gist

There were ultimatums given

Either get married or be shamed

To save face in the face of religion

That was the beginning of the beginning

No, I'm not kidding

Holy matrimony

My mommy opened up her home because my

Baby mama and poppa drama golly are we on Maury

Another story, poor me, a few months in

My mom showed us the door she

Told us get lost like Dory

At my core deep down I'm at fault for all the sins I've committed

I can't call the Lord I'm sure he gives two shits that I'm livin

All these people... let me down

All these people... let me down

All these feelings... let me down

All these feelings... let me down

All these people... let me down

All these people... they let me down

All my feelings... let me down

All my feelings... they let me down

Lost soul

Lost kid

One soul

Soul searchin

With hopes that the jokes and the lies go missing

Within the miracles therein lies all the why's to go on living

I'll do it, prove it

Comprehend the complex

Rubix cube it

Didn't figure one plus one would do it

Hidden truth is

T'was more like two plus two

So two didn't do it

The two who did it

They grew a little human

Disguised what's brewing

It's better to avoid the truth it's

Better to avoid the noise, mute it

Forty-three years and no one knew it

The little human was a little girl beauty

She grew to see she's different

She knew she had to prove it

She drew upon her senses

The clues, they kept her moving

The dots began to connect

A clear picture came into view

Forget the secret

Her family she wants to meet

They meet, she wants to keep

These dreams forever sleep

But she sees

All these people... let me down

All these people... let me down

All these feelings... let me down

All these feelings... let me down

All these people... let me down

All these people... they let me down

All my feelings... let me down

All my feelings... they let me down

All these people they let me down

All these people they let me down

All my feelings... they let me down

All these feelings they let me down

All these people they let me down

All these people... they let me down

All these people they let me down

All these feelings they let me down