Self Care Lyrics

I move like I'm a rich kid type

You know I come from Kingsbridge right

Single Mom shit

Guess I'm living that life

Was a big kid when I grew up

So everybody picking on me

Like I wanted a fight

Scared for my mental

Scared for my life

I was broke

But a nigga still paying the price

I was on high alert

Like Rudolph with a red nose

Scratch that

Had to leave my position

Somehow today I didn't feel like living

But I had to lie

Imagine being 10 looking at ya moms eyes

Acting like everything's fine

But in the limelight

You was scared of rolling the dice

See

Niggas didn't really like me

An anime freak

A nerd

A geek

I didn't understand rap until I was 13

Not even the oldies

Like Nas

And I may be a Christian

But I swear to God

I might get me a knife

So I can split the odds

In my favor

My name got Christ

But I needed a savior

Counselor couldn't even match my energy

So why you acting like you knew my flavor

Had to wear the same clothes to school

Kids acting like a had a tailor

Why you walk like that

Why you talk like that

Why you walk like that

Cuz my mental been fucked up

And I can't really get on back

And I cant really get on track

No bitch i can't relax

Self Care

That's my medication

I need money

Got no time for waiting

Got good weed

Need a mansion

So I pro'lly had to switch my occupation

I've been thinking way too long

All these niggas really stress me out

Trapped in my depression

So I don't need you to come let me down