the feeling ft. Robscure Lyrics

Well its that feeling

When it all washes over you at once

All the good times, bad times

Hurdles and jumps

A lifetime of pain

Gain, loss and change

All played in an instant

From back to front

That feeling

When its all just a bit too much

The time I might have wasted

Hearts I might have touched

The right rhyme or phrase

Played in the right place

At the right time, in the right way

Is enough

To break the cycle

And get you unstuck, like

I'm no monk

But that's holy stuff, like

The Swiss cheese

I stuffed down my gut for lunch

With deli meats

And a pickled crunch

Uh

It came right back up

That's when it all hit me

Like, like fuck

That's when I decided

On making my own luck

I killed two birds

Broke the cast with the crutch.

Yuh

Then I threw them both away

Limping down the street

Late at night in the rain

Looking like a stranger

Looking at you strange

They cross the street

And walk the other way

Hey

Ain't gonna' make it home today

I play a different game

Than the one that you play

I walk a different path

Than the one that you traced

We read from different maps

But feel the same pain

We long for the same gain

Different sides of the street

But we caught in the same rain

The feeling

Another day

Another battle against heaven

Another panic attack

I'm manic depressed

Am I a man or a mess?

Got all manners of messages

From the banners and texts

To the devil doing damage

Inside of my head

I'm just trying to manage the stress

Prepare for the worst

Hard to imagine the best

But I got to have some perspective

'Cause it's a fact that I'm blessed

The rough patches hatch compassion

Why I rap how I rap

I seen a thousand faces

Dreams amalgamations

I know that we on point

So I don't need your validation

Never seeking now

Instant-gramification

Sit on your ass

And expect a standing ovation?

Let's bring it back to the basics

You got to get up to get down

I build up to spill guts

The real ones will get clowned

I haven't found out how

To get in gravity's good graces

But backing down

Is out of the equation