State of Affairs Lyrics

Just guarding my soul

Spent too many nights alone

Taking my highs with my lows

I guess this is how it goes

Making peace with the prophecy

Can't give in, it's just not for me

Playin chicken with poverty

But I'm on a mission so pardon me

Got tired of always marching to somebody's beat

Catching wind that they're lost claiming I'm caught in breeze

Still defending my pops constantly ironing kinks, in my genes

Got rid of wrinkles ironed a crease

Can't walk it off these days

Talk ain't solved a thang

The writing on these walls I

Start to see sort of seem Greek to me

Brought it on myself knowing it gets to me

Want everything but nothing's doing shit for me

Don't listen but wanna hear from me

Some reason it all makes sense to me

Just guarding my soul

Spent too many nights alone

Takin my highs with my lows

I guess this is how it goes

Just guarding my soul

Spent too many nights alone

Takin my highs with my lows

I guess this is how it goes

So obvious why I'm drinking

I was chosen don't know the reason

Made my bed ain't slept a wink since

While my baby is sound asleep I'm out

Conditioned to howl at the moon

Wishing anybody can hear me be shocked if they do

Not defeated, I'm not retreating there's no more to lose

My only hope is to move the needle been sowing the reaping's overdue

Swear I know what I'm doing

Just needed patience to do it

I ain't saying to do less

But maybe the most is the wrong thing to do best

I can't be complacent

I ain't waiting that guy is gone

Say I can save 'em Lois Lane 'em Knowing it won't fly

Made that mistake and I'd be crazy to make it more times

No cosign, I'll get my credit in no time

No time

Get my credit in no time

Just guarding my soul

Spent too many nights alone

Takin my highs with my lows

I guess this is how it