Numb to the core ft. Boyfifty Lyrics

Every day is rainy, it gets cloudy in my brain

And I wish that I can feel, but I'm so numb, I just embrace

Like, why'd you have to leave me, you're the one who made me safe

And now my heart's wide open just for anyone to take

And I hear these people hatin' me, but I don't deal with fakes

And they sayin' I can't make it, tellin' them to sit and wait

One day I'm gon' make it, promise y'all I'm gon' be great

And I'm gonna be a model of the project I create

I can't put no trust up in the bitch that's rollin' around with snakes

I trust you once you fuck me up, you're diggin' up my grave

You hit me on the phone, apparently no word to say

Yeah, I'm so numb to the core that I can't even feel my brain

You cheated on me, tore me down, and said that I'm to blame

I almost give you everything, my heart, my soul, my gains

Stupid bitch don't play me, she ain't gettin' close to my last name

So I've been stayin' to myself all in my dungeon full of pain

You sayin' you're affectionate, I feel like that's irrelevant

You only wanted me for sex, I think you need a better text

You hit mad devils in the chat, no hesitant, and then pressed sent

All I want is love, my mind's fucked up, that ain't no benefit

So I'm in the stu alot, I just workin' on development

Like why give yourself when they're one-sided, but they're gentlest

It's like I never win, I'm in a cycle in my element

And you can't beat depression, it's the nature in my residence

They sayin' they can cure me, I'm addicted to them instruments

Like I can't express, I need more rest, I've been so eerie

And it's my heart's been all beat up when we met up, and then you ended it

I'm on this lonely road, nowhere to go, like you extended it

They sayin' this, they sayin' that, I ain't listen to that cappin' shit

They been hatin' way before I've been on top with all this rappin' shit

I'm droppin' tracks, they left and right, all the songs I be attackin' shit

You can't hide the sadness, see the mic, and then I'm snappin' shit

I got demons all up in me, they say dragging, and they're rappin' shit

Like lately i've been on that, Never havin', never grabbin' shit

Like take my life, it's hauntin', I don't wanna understand that shit

They been hatin' and debatin', I make songs and they degrade that shit

Every day is rainy, it gets cloudy in my brain

And I wish that I can feel, but I'm so numb, I just embrace

Like why'd you have to leave me, you're the one who made me safe

And now my heart's wide open just for anyone to take

And I hear these people hatin' me, but I don't deal with fakes

And they sayin' I can't make it, tellin' them to sit and wait

One day I'm gonna make it, promise y'all I'm gon' be great

And I'm gonna be a model of the project I create

I can't put no trust up in a bitch that's rollin' around with snakes

I trust you once you fuck me up, you're diggin' up my grave

You hit me on the phone, apparently no words to say

Yeah, I'm so numb to the core that I can't even feel my brain