trapped Lyrics

I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel

Sad

Yuh

Wanna crack a smile

Yeah I wanna have a laugh

Cuz i been running round for miles

Pretending I ain't trapped

Well I can go out as I please

Less it ain't 9-5

Give em like 40 a week

Then I get back to my life

Cuts me like a burning knife

Bc I got all of these dreams

Without 100 Benji's

I won't see em less I'm sleep

If I can just be positive

Attach, detach, repeat

Maybe I can gain momentum

Or some fire for my feet

I need to dedicate

I said I need to hyper focus

When Distractions only multiply

Progression feels hopeless

Hella bogus if you ask me

Just the way it be

And like those that walked before me

I must suffer fore I'm free

I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel

Sad

But I'm trapped

Yeah I'm trapped inside this maze

Keep making turns that turn out wrong

And I know all my decisions

Build the road that ends up long

But still I keep persisting

Cuz I know that thru this mission

All these obstacles I'm hitting

Eventually be visions

Of a past that didn't last

For now I laugh

And just kick back

I'll clock in

And I'll clock out

Give all I got

You'll talk about

Way I work

Ain't seen this ethic

Plus I'm ethnic

And invested

Clean ya floors

And mop ya messes

While I give my very bestest

That don't mean that it don't get to me

Regret the lefts that led to be

The life I lead

But still I see

The future shining bright for we

So I proceed, and then proceed

Til a job I do not need

Cuz I hear that you are free

If what you do it brings you peace

I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel

Sad

But I'm trapped