clouds Lyrics

Truth be told, I talk too much to myself, I can't help it

When I'm alone in an empty room, there's still too many voices that I'm trying to listen to

And they all sound the same, with nothing good to say, it's true

When I go out, I drink too much, just to feel the feelings I don't feel until I sober up

When will I be the same, or will I keep on changing

Cause everybody's dealing with their own problems

And more than others some are better at hiding them

And if you ask me if I'm alright, I'll lie despite

I have anxiety, I care too much what people think

Instead of living my life, I'm a puppet on strings

My parents they're just worried that I'm losing my mind

And time to time, they're probably right cause

I'm in college but my head's in the clouds

I'm staying up too late just trying to figure it out

But I don't, and I know that I won't

I force myself, to carry on

I'm afraid to say we all have demons

Should I go and let you in

Or would you feel the way I'm feeling

Cause everybody's dealing with their own problems

And more than others some are better at hiding them

And if you ask me if I'm alright, I'll lie despite

I have anxiety, I care too much what people think

Instead of living my life, I'm a puppet on strings

My parents they're just worried that I'm losing my mind

And time to time, they're probably right cause

I'm in college but my head's in the clouds

I'm staying up too late just trying to figure it out

But I don't, and I know that I won't

I'm depressed, and in my head

I'm a mess, oh will this ever end

Tell me when will this end

I really hope this will end

Cause I'm depressed, and in my head

I'm a mess, oh will this ever end (no)

Tell me, tell me, tell me

When will this ever end

I have anxiety, I care too much what people think

Instead of living my life, I'm a puppet on strings

My parents they're just worried that I'm losing my mind

And time to time, they're probably right cause

I'm in college but my head's in the clouds

I'm staying up too late just trying to figure it out

But I don't, and I know that I won't