16TH SEPT ft. FRUIT/BAT & Kanaya Lyrics

I got some evil deeds inside my thoughts

And I admit it

I couldn't help myself I need a fucking break

Yeah I admit it

For a moment I lost myself and I can't stop

Searching for things that don't even exist

Forgot what it means for me to be me

You know I'm overworking

Yeah I'm overthinking

Yeah I'm beating myself up so y'all can admit it

My breath is in heat but you know I can handle this

My stomach is growling

My fingers are tingling

My body it's feeling so hollow but fuck it

The both of my horns that I broke I will use to impale all you bitches

I'm shivering but still man I'll get it

I got some evil deeds inside my thoughts

And I admit it

I couldn't help myself I need a fucking break

Yeah I admit it

For a moment I lost myself and I can't stop

Searching for things that don't even exist

Forgot what it means for me to be me

And my mother cried her eyes out

"You've been working way too much I wish you luck now"

While my father been forgiving all my wrongs, how?

And my siblings have been tryna get me close now

And my grandpa passed away now

I swear I'll make him proud, I'm working with his guides now

While Ale's taking up her part to be my world now

Everything is coming back and I feel blessed now

I'll take my reigns soon

Ain't no way I'm

I got some evil deeds inside my thoughts

And I admit it

I couldn't help myself I need a fucking break

Yeah I admit it

For a moment I lost myself and I can't stop

Searching for things that don't even exist

Forgot what it means for me to be me

I held my phone as I crumble in disbelieve

My ears can't fucking swallow the info that I have heard

About the shit you fucking did with the person that I despise to be around with

And better yet I'm fucked up already

Moses split the fucking oceans but my tears won't split

My independence was the biggest gift you've ever given to me

And honestly, I'm very happy just to know

That you don't need me anymore and you would grow if I don't grow

Well it was hell for fucking months after months I gotta get through

Fast forward September sixteenth

I'm in the same room as the bitch who saved me

Back in 2018

Shas, Fy, Ryn I might not even be alive if you don't bat a fucking eye on me

That tree house, that school, these friends

That's what home feels like on my end

It's crazy the way we all living

I'm somewhere so lost in the midst of the city

And how much was it like 4 bucks or 10 bucks or something

I go from the central to south just to see all your faces, man

Go to these places

Went through these phases

Together we in this shit

Trying our best

Life tried to test us

But nothing can stop us

That until time told us to separate

Ooh

What a hell of a life to live in

What a hell of a life to live in

I'll dig up

My own bones

And come back

With thicker blood than there was before

Uuh

Welcome to my world

Where my pride is made of Gold

Make people kneel in front of me

Drown them in insanity

I really think we're in the same ship

And if we sink, then we're sinking together

As much as if we sail, we're sailing together