THROUGH MY EYEZ (OUTRO) Lyrics

Before you speak down on me you should just listen

Before the riches I been knew I was the ticket

A perfect life but I still feeling like sum missing

And I ain't speaking bout money or different women

I'm speaking about something that keep hidden

It's a old the way that we living baby

When u coming from the trenches baby

Part of the reason I been distance baby

This some shit that you hate but you been feeling lately

The reasons I can't see eye to eye wit my self

The reasons ballers feel down even when still got wealth

The reason even when it's offered you don't ask for help

When u wanna explode but keep ya feeling shelved

I ain't talkin Bout one thing this plural

Staying trill should be the new world order

She ain't here but ion want this life for my daughter

These niggas can't stand for nuffin loyalty should top morals baby

They ask me how I feel

I pour my feelings out on Twitter

They think I'm healed from all this pain but my depression getting bigger

My life ain't always glamorous but that's the way it look on insta

It hurt me she said said she wouldn't claim as a real nigga

And I hurt my heart

Cuz I still make her bill thinner

To many scars I better check still tryna make my bills bigger

Know they all smile when I let up still tryn keep my wheel spinning

This the life I live I'm everybody meal ticket

Niggas don't understand

Behind all the lights and these cameras here stand a man

That's hurtin inside but in public he smiles again

Not for nuffin

Just show my better side when I walk in

But I just wanna be great

They crossed me once but I just wanna feel faith

They ain't my blood but I still know they relate

Wish for success but deep inside they still hate

And I just wanna feel loved

It's to much goin on and I can feel the tension

How ima watch my surroundings and keep a tunnel vision

Can't focus on hate if I'm tryn add to my granny pension

Inconsistent about my vision

I'm just wishing wishing and wishing my life was different

Luckily I'm blessed to be in this position

A monument to crowds got everyone's attention

So when I walk out and see flashing cameras and bright lights

I say that I can hold my tears in for one night

Cuz then I'll know

If I ain't make a living of rapping they'll never know

That I was just another bomb ticking and bouta blow

I thank god for my brothers that wit me and helped me grow

Naw that's rs

I got it tatted all on me it's only Trill bitch

And if i fall back thuggin ill hit the kill switch

Leave earth and im am a legend i feel like will smith

And to this shit paralyzed cuz i cant feel shit

But listen

This life we live you can get lost in

Before I knew about trenches I was been tossed in

Different this shit from mud u was just been bought in

And for the ones who don't know I hope you'll never see what's Through My Eyes