am i a good person?.? Lyrics

If I knew what I know

I thought my immunity

Would set me free

Society has got me feeling like

There's no time

I'm out of my mind

If I knew what I know

Somebody tell me please

Please somebody tell me

That I'm a good person

See it's just something

That's been boiling for me

Under the surface

Like am I worth it

I know the fact that

Nobody's perfect

That doesn't stop me from

Moving forward or

Finding my purpose to

Break the circuit of life

I've done some things

Where I told myself

Yo this isn't right

I never listened to that part of me

And partially I broke my own heart

When I died in vain

Those broken pieces left me in pain

When one hit my artery

Now I'm cautiously

Moving on about my life

Maybe a family but

I still got a find a wife

And I can't do that if

I don't get my whole act together

I can't expect one woman

To stay with me forever

See that's my problem

I don't think my heart deserves a home

Instead of letting others help me

I'd rather be alone

So I let girls into my life

Thinking that I can love them

Instead I end up breaking their hearts

Causing them more trouble

So to my exes

I'm sorry I didn't know how to love

I tried to give you something

When I didn't know what it was

Not an excuse it's just the truth

That I didn't want to face

I'm insecure about myself

That can be hard to say

And I can never express

The way that my mind works

I can't explain it

My emotions shut off when I'm hurt

I find it hard to tell the truth

Easy to tell lies

Am I a good person

It's hard to tell when I'm alive

Somebody tell me please

Feels like I'm fading away

Judged by society

Kills my sobriety

Am I a good person

Am I still worth it

I don't know