Retrograde Lyrics

Just waiting for you

You made me obsessed with you

The moment I got undressed for you

Took time to realize all this was

Became stress to you

Your precious words turned into lies

Left the kaleidoscope of my mind

Restless, with concerning thoughts of you

You broke me into

What pain only some lovers feel of death

Disregarding the strength I once felt

Inside me, without you

I'm at a loss of words trying to find myself again

I thought I found someone to love again

Someone to spend my time on

From memories that seemed so sugary sweet

Now straight bourbon down my throat

Paralyzing the way I could feel for someone so close

See, no one told me that love could hurt

Those fairytales our inner child fantasies about

The movies we watch on the big screen TV's

We often confuse reality with a fantasy

It seems so intoxicating

I've been feelin' lonely

My mind's racing, thoughts of you

Are you lonely

Baby tell me, I'm waiting for you

Just waiting for you

I'm at a standstill

Choosing what is right or wrong for me

Do I let go

Or choose, what's worse for me

See, I'm not trying to have you to love me

This love here, is for the two of us

I just need the trust

Baby I'm down to do this again, ha

What's a cycle without repetition

Maybe this time will be different

I've been feelin' lonely

My mind's racing, thoughts of you

Are you lonely

Baby tell me, I'm waiting for you

Just waiting for you