Change (Passions & Pains) Lyrics

I know my life's gone change

But it feels too late

Will it turn okay

Some things always will remain

Will my future be great

Or will it stay the same

Life as I know it

Seems kinda boring

I wondering will you be there to guide me

Know things gone change

Know things gone change

It will be okay

Aint equipped to deal with change

But still I push foward all the same

Cause I can't be living my whole life without change

In my pocket

Never stoppin

Even if they got a lock on me

Tryna hold me back from the schemes that I've been plotting

Indeed

Still got a chance to improve it seems

Even with my demons and my Aspergers

Know a nigga never get to knock me out the scene

23 going on the 24th

Year of reality

Plan to have so many more

It's a blessing that I made it out the hood without a scar

Know so many souls around me suffered gunshot wounds

And car crashes

Not even old enough to have anyone to pass they assets to

Man I gotta thank God for the fam and for the crew

Who've been moving with ever since I decided I would do this

Back in the black truck

Me and Melo said we would prove it

To the whole world that we could do this

And not be written off as useless kids

That would end up probably going broke on syringes

Then end up dead in the trenches

Thank God man

We've been through a lot man

And if they want some record of it

Probably take a whole rainforest full of paper

Then some editing from my old lit professor Ms. Draper

What are these days for

Guess another thing to pray for

I know my lifes gone change

But it feels too late

Will it turn okay

Some things always will remain

Will my future be great

Or will it stay the same

Life as I know it

Seems kinda boring

I wondering will you be there to guide me

Know things gone change

Know things gone change

It will be okay

Yeah

Remember the time when you

Back from a bad dream

Forcing me to quit

Know my family probably think that imma worthless peice of shit

Join the club

But I got to persist

And even when my peers so distant

Never cease and desist

I'm back in my old state

Constantly thinking bout the old days

Now those days so far away

And everything cant stay the same

But the same pain in my chest since the first day still remain

Always saying things will be okay

But I'm stuck in a sad place

No space

And some jealously to embrace me

4 walls stuck staring down at my face

Never full of fear or tears cause I know that my emotions ain't clear

And I haven't really cried in like 4 years

I'm used to wearing fake smiles or a small sneer

Throw a laugh in just to keep the mood cheery

People know me as a clown

But I know they look down on me fuck that

I'm the one who'll take the crown and then run it back

On some last laugh shit

Middle finger to the whole damn crowd

Get lost in the sound

Feel astounded

Time for you to stay grounded

And hear out my words

Then decipher

This verse like McGuyver

See how life work

I'm tryna put my pain in this verse

And have you feel this shit like we were Kiznaivers

Mixed with Freedom Writers

Real survivors

Just remain silent and hear the vibe first

Yeah