Only God Can Heal Me ft. Syranda Leigh Lyrics

I been sittin' observin', I know I'm deservin'

I really been workin' (I really been workin')

The way I been feelin', I'm ready for purgin'

Im talkin' a killin', My soul been searchin'

Hope I can find healin'

The devil been servin', I might need a surgeon

I got my hands to the ceilin', only God can heal me (Only God can heal me)

I admitted my wrongs put the truth in my songs

Yeah, you still couldn't feel me

Back in 2015 I just turnt 18

I showed you the real me

You turned to a feen then used it against me

Cause it was all green 'til you couldn't get me

I promised a ring, but it wasn't in me

Lord forgive me my pride wouldn't let me

I probably (Probably)

Should kept It a friend thing, what I was I thinking

And I know everyone changes, we go through stages

You turned to the strangest, wish I could turn back the pages

I been sittin' observin', I know I'm deservin'

I really been workin' (I really been workin')

The way I been feelin', I'm ready for purgin'

Im talkin' a killin', My soul been searchin'

Hope I can find healin'

The devil been servin', I might need a surgeon

I got my hands to the ceilin', only God can heal me (Only God can heal me)

Only God can heal this broken heart

People in disguise who they say they are

If I give you 100 why you comin' up short

Forgettin' the code now you breakin' the law

Damn, so they got me realin' my rod, round of applause

Said they was squad but they really some frauds

For my own peace of mind, I had forgive never forget what I saw

7 days 7 nights now, I'm over shibah

Truth comes to the light, something you can't overdraw

Why you been switchin' gears I had to overhaul

Weave the weeds I'm mowin' lower

Can't be rollin' with no whistle blower, I'm a real flame thrower

I can't control it, baby I'm something like a four-leaf clover

You gone fall like the 10th of October

I don't change like season If I say I love you then really, I mean it

If you gettin' money then people start feinin'

If I go broke who I'm gone call when I need it

Only call when they know you lit, if we really rock then know what it is

If the shoe fit then you feel how feel, loyalty only get you in with deal

Ain't really got to say I'm real, I come stamped like a seal

Lost so called friends, cause I'm too busy chill

Midwest baby I'm doing my crops, I'm collecting these mills

Hustle till I got it no time to be still

Can't box me out I'm bussin' through steel

Yeah

Pops finally out jail at the right time, almost threw my life away (damn)

He kept me in line but shit (shit)

Hated most days, love was so hate

Lookin' out the window it's the nighttime, knowin' I should I pray

been Trying to figure out the words to say

Carried all the burdens for my family sake

Weight on my shoulders I'm pullin' the freight

100-meter dash Tryin' move in the wraith, somethin' got to shake

I was lookin' up to the thugs tryin' imitate (yeah)

The streets don't love you back can't initiate (cant)

It only leaves you dead or with a sentence date

Listenin' to the crows as they conversate

They eat off the weak but my spirits is high

I'm destined to shine, the stars gone align

God sent me sign, God show me the pave

I want to be saved, get the leaves out my way

I'm making a change, It's a new day, I can't be the same

I been sittin' observin', I know I'm deservin'

I really been workin' (I really been workin')

The way I been feelin', I'm ready for purgin'

Im talkin' a killin', My soul been searchin'

Hope I can find healin'

The devil been servin', I might need a surgeon

I got my hands to the ceilin', only God can heal me (Only God can heal me)