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Everything I see is dark

I'm so alone, where can I go

I just want my career on the top

So I'm working through my pain

My depression is too heavy

I don't know how to fight anymore

Cause everything goes wrong

I can't control it

It's making me speechless

It's flowing through my brain

I have many headaches

I don't want anymore

I don't want anyone to know

It's my own pain, I have to cope with it everyday

So I hide my feelings with a smile

Cause I don't trust new people around me

Oh

I see everything

I hear everything

So nothing gets past me

Oh

I see everything coming

Stay calm till I was alone

Cry in my sleep so I don't sleep at night

I see good things happen

I see bad things happen

So I gotta smoke a split, stay cool, calm, relax

Gotta stay focused on the task at hand

Stressin' don't make it no better

I'm thinking so many ways to make money

So I make my own money

Never ask anyone I don't know

Seeing everything in the light is much better than the dark

All my pain is hidden in the maze

So I'm not eager to talk to everyday

I'm thinking new and better for myself

I know my present better than my past life

So I gotta keep my head up or I'll be too far for the wisdom

Oh

I learn everything in a new mindset

I'm growing into a old soul, that's me

Oh

Oh

I feel

Older but I'm younger on the trail to greatness

In a way that's gonna make me happy

Gonna make me happy in the way I wanna do it

Cause it's my own way and no one else's

And when it come out my way it will come out great