4 AM Lyrics

It's only one way

Let me spit it for the one time

Yeah

I stay up late in my head

Thinking why did I give in to opinions

Chances fell too many times from my hands

If this is who I am, then I will take my own stand

Looking back at the aftermath, my life in a bubble

Took my time to get back on track from out of the rubble

Everybody sees how's it's going but they still left me in puddles

But pardon my discrepancies, slowly crept back to troubles

I been moving in silence as I'm signing off my vocal chords

Taking time to double back on if this is the right door

Going in a youngin', only thuggin', zero mentors

Same old song, now it's back to the drawing boards

You talk about your dreams, but still got sticks in your hands

Building up a kingdom while you making castles in sand

They say he is the chosen, but go back from where he began

Broke off the critics now they say they found a change in the man

Losing my only friends forced me to turn to this chapter

Hard to inhale when I'm puffing on the smoke from the battles

All smiles when I'm present, hearing' em hiss behind laughter

All jokes aside, behind these cries, I float through floods with a paddle

If I ever die young, only my words will live on

Attached the heart, mind, and soul like it had to be sewn

Feeling like the last knight, every night could be my last

But every time that I write, I let even more time pass

Threw my only dollar out my pocket, now they screaming that I'm chosen

Let it play

I never listened to myself, I needed second thoughts just to get me rolling

I really wanna fly right now, feel invincible

To the sky right now, feel invincible

Don't wanna die invisible

Let the world know my name, can't let it go untold

You only seen the flower that bloomed, but never mentioned the seed

Every root from the dirt, every thorn made me bleed

Dreamed to be the black messiah, we know Jesus is king

What's a God really made of when they shun prophecies

I put the canvas on the table, drew my thoughts, they came alive

Every night, it's overdrive, music feels like overtime

I took a break from all the shine

Slipped away from naked eyes

hiding in plain sight

Then it was gone overnight

If I made the right choice, would I be bigger than Mike

If I didn't hear all the voices, would I really take flight

Thinking if I could stick the landing, I'd land in a land full of spikes

Seems like I'm reaching for my own hand from drowning in lights

The closest who can get to me is me and myself

And I will never cash out from this moment of wealth

I got too much on my plate, these bills gotta be paid

Tryna face all my problems kept me under my flame

The moon has more glory, who is you tryna phase

I been the boy that was made on my own and built to tame

I seen some heads turn away

On my journey to be great

But when it's time to celebrate

I want the heads that never changed

Yeah

RZE