Neon Grapefruit Lyrics

Take two?

Fire Style Big Lugg Beats Jutsu

I can't stand reflections in the mirror 

I feel cold and numb when you come near 

Traumas of my past

I'm never here

My memory is hazy

Couple more will make it clear

One more night, I'm not doing so alright

My past is flooding in my mind and clouding up my foresight

I need to cleanse

Benzos hit me back then

Demons preying on my soul

Amen

Twelve sleepers in my hand, uppers in the other

Blotters in my freezer, couple cheaters called me lover

I can't move forward with these insecurities

My problems taking over until you're not hearing me

Couples night out, I don't recollect 

Couple nights out, I don't recall any texts

When you were laying on his couch

With your arms around his neck

I was mixing pills in my feels and sulking like a mess

The past is in the past today

Sorry I can't save you

My future lookin' bright

Like some neon-colored grapefruit

On my way to the top

Stay and I can take you

My problems make me who I am

Sorry, I can't make you

Old, cold nights, mixing tabs with the K2

On my line and all concerned

Sorry I can't face you

Catch me as I'm falling

I'm reflecting on mistakes too

Sounds like I've be callin' but, i don't want no take two

Hm, hm

And I just might take two

NyQuil mixed with Vicodin

How creatures of the late move

Vyvanse cut with Xanax never led to an escape route

Now I gain a stream for every time you said "I hate you"

No Lightning Style but they tell me Raiton (Yuh)

I'm pulling from my roots like its daikon (Yuh)

Popping Class-A's like Aizawa

I'm an eye-con (Wait)

I mean, they dress up as my pupils I'm at eye-con 

Cuts on my heart turn to cuts on my arm

Diamond bezel bust down look like cuffs on my arm 

They tell me I'm too silly to be sad but, thats part of my charm

Not moving on causes too much harm

Couples night out, I don't recollect 

Couple nights out, I don't recall any texts

When you were laying on his couch

With your arms around his neck

I was mixing pills in my feels and sulking like a mess

The past is in the past today

Sorry I can't save you

My future lookin' bright

Like some neon-colored grapefruit

On my way to the top

Stay and I can take you

My problems make me who I am

Sorry, I can't make you

Old, cold nights, mixing tabs with the K2

On my line and all concerned

Sorry I can't face you

Catch me as I'm falling

I'm reflecting on mistakes too

Sounds like I've be callin' but, i don't want no take two