Monster You Made Lyrics

Skeptik

I'm alone with my thoughts again

Waiting for a sign or a spark

Instead I feel the fingers tighten cold around my throat

Until the tips can touch and the world is cold

I think the mirrors fuckin with me

Cause that ain't my face

And in the shattered pieces

Think I found my place

Under the tainted faith and ripped pages

And now I'm hearing what the demons in my head are saying

Fuck a moment of enlightenment I'm digging my nails in deep enough to

leave a scar a cat of nine tails

And struggling to keep from slipping into my purgatorial nightmares

Know I gotta fight when I see the nights here

Tethered to a simulation

Walk around up in a dream, and the revelation's when

I wake up and I feel the fuckin pain again

I grab a shovel and I bury it away again

Nyte Shade and Skeptik

Just close your eyes

I see em walking away

Abandoned like a mistake, you erase me

Just close your eyes

Cause when you look in my face

You'll recognize I'm the monster you made me

Nyte Shade

I was born to a world that was destined to never listen

Tear me apart, reassembled but still somethings missing

Shed the skin

Fight the fucking wreck

Try toRebuild myself

I'm Still a fuckin mess

I see blood on the hands of the wanna be innocent

With a knife in the back, crack the mirror

Fuck the vision in it

Villainous, something inside growing malevolent

Craving the black blood

Revenge and the decadent

Eyes blacked out

Sitting alone in the mother fucking darkness

They left me in

I'm the monster you made so fuckin let me in

Every body gather round and watch my end begin

I dance with the devils inside

Time play with the demons inside of my mind

I know that you lied when you said that you gave a fuck

And I lied when I said that I'm fine

Nyte Shade and Skeptik

Just close your eyes

I see em walking away

Abandoned like a mistake, you erase me

Just close your eyes

Cause when you look in my face

You'll recognize I'm the monster you made me

Skeptik

I can't make the fragments fit into this picture

So I cracked it back into a different script

I took your frame and twisted it

Poured the plaster and I put my face into a fuckin mask

And from the blackened eyes you'll get no reaction

And a heart of stone you'll find cold and flat

With no sense of empathy, I haunt your mind

Til I'm the reason you can't fall asleep at night

Nyte Shade

I'm hiding the face that they hated

Hiding the fact that inside I am breaking

Growing so cynical

Anger and pain still residual

But hatred was always mine for the taking

It didn't have to be like this

I never even really wanted to exist

Shit

Love me then leave me

Dismiss it

Now you only help feed my abyss

Bitch

Nyte Shade and Skeptik

Just close your eyes

I see em walking away

Abandoned like a mistake, you erase me

Just close your eyes

Cause when you look in my face

You'll recognize I'm the monster you made me