Livin n Dyin Lyrics

Knowing things never work out

The way that I want nah

Cus every time that I wish for a chance

Life just fucks up my plans

And I ain't got much to lose

But never mind that shit

I just pick up a pen n I started writing that shit out

Praying things get better cus I hate all these cards

Tryna heal and rebuild just what is left of my heart

Never thought I'd make it here

Wasted all my younger years

Fighting all the demons there

Now I'm swimming in my aging tears

Learning to float

Cus if there's one thing I know

I know my life has got a purpose right

Barely getting threw these nights

Trying hard to find my light

Cus I lost it as the time went by

Thinking there's more to life

Than just livin' n dyin'

Thought you changed you still ain't shit

I guess that's your role huh

Cus every time that I watched all those films

Bout how true love is real

I thought maybe I lacked luck

But never mind that shit now

Since you been missing I got more time to myself

Used to think I needed you to help me with growth

But the only thing I needed was my mind and my soul

Never thought I'd make it here

Wasted all my younger years

Fighting all the demons there

Now I'm swimming in my aging tears

Learning to float

Cus if there's one thing I know

I know my life has got a purpose right

Barely getting threw these nights

Trying hard to find my light

Cus I lost it as the time went by

Thinking there's more to life

Than just livin' n dyin'

Never thought I'd make it here

Wasted all my younger years

Fighting all the demons there

Now I'm swimming in my aging tears

Learning to float

Cus if there's one thing I know

I know my life has got a purpose right

Barely getting threw these nights

Trying hard to find my light

Cus I lost it as the time went by

Thinking there's more to life

Than just livin' n dyin'