Toxic Waste Lyrics

I need to search inside myself

See what I can see

I ain’t ate in like 24 I need mental clarity

Don’t need no one to cherish me

I’ll be who you to scared to be

I got too many things that I'm dealing with to just let you carry me

I chase myself up in a circle but still keep running into problems

I got this chip upon my shoulder and all this pain that’s hard to swallow

Got this heart that’s full of poison

I Got this brain that’s full of hollow

Plus you just run away from me the same way I done ran away from college

I promise

You ain’t shit

Tryna slide out the back door

You ain’t slick

Couple hoes in my call log who ain’t stick

Had a couple broken hearts that

You ain’t fix but

I guess you not a mechanic

deal with your damage

And do me satanic

I cannot manage

You don’t speak my language

Like I don’t know Spanish

I’m not from this planet

But I won’t send negative vibes

Only gone wish you the best

Though you put a crowd in my mind

And you left a hole in my chest

I thought that you were Devine

But you just gone make me depressed

(Fuck I ain’t write the rest)

You run my mind I hope you’re happy with yourself

You make me wish I wasn’t trapped inside this hell

I never knew that love had repercussions

But now I know so thank you for your lesson

You made me think I lost my worth in my ego

Don’t want to fight but you gone start so here we go

I never thought a curse would be a blessing