Light Bender ft. Ray Lyle Lyrics

Driving myself crazy

I said I've been driving myself crazy

In and out of these phases, workaholic to lazy

Hell yeah to maybe if I break down probably cry like a baby

The tears won't fall and they say you can't force it

Tryna stand tall 10 toes in my forces

Seen Star Wars wonder where the fuck the force is

Tell em it ain't for me it's for bro and for sis

Play the game to win I don't play the game to forfeit

Tried to hold on to the hook but it's for a fish

Tried to hold on to the verse but I tore it

If it don't ease the pain what the fuck is it for then

Used to be sober now I'm smoking every strain of weed

Drinking light or dark to escape it's all the same to me

Think I'm sinking deeper shit is going down the drain for me

All of these accomplishments but all these demons chasing me

It's hard, It's hard, it's hard, it's hard

Tryna find my light but it's been dark

It's dark, it's dark, it's dark

Tryna bend my light but it's been hard

It's hard, it's hard, it's hard

Tryna find my light but it's been dark

It's dark, it's dark, it's dark, it's dark, it's dark

It's dark, it's dark, it's dark

How do you picture me?

Cause on my worst days I wonder what I did to me

I let some people bring the worst out and everything I hold in will burst out

Tried in different sizes like I'm bout to bring the merch out

Had to switch the method like I plateaud on the work out

All I need is music and a quiet place to workout

Music money fail I feel I'd probably break the workout

And I ain't into bagging so I pray that shit workout

If you got a problem with me you gon lose

So if you ain't tryna build you screwed with no tools

Hate or love it playing a game with no rules

And like eeny meeny mini moe, you gon choose

Yeah I'm going through some thangs, but you ain't got an advantage

I'm just stacking dollars, Ben in George like it's Atlanta

Niggas wonder how N Y like it's Manhattan

Cause they can't hang like a graduation cap tassel

It's hard, It's hard, it's hard, it's hard

Tryna find my light but it's been dark

It's dark, it's dark, it's dark

Tryna bend my light but it's been hard

It's hard, it's hard, it's hard

Tryna find my light but it's been dark

It's dark, it's dark, it's dark, it's dark, it's dark

It's dark, it's dark, it's dark