why am i like this? Lyrics

How you fucking feeling huh

Staring at the ceiling huh

Life is unappealing huh

All the time it's stealing huh

I'm not new to this uh

Feel like an abyss uh

No such thing as bliss uh

I will not be missed yuh

Think I've had enough

But I just keep getting up

What has every day become

Every day I'm feeling numb

I just only want the drugs

All my friends they pick me up

Yeah I bet they've had enough

It's ok I'm dying young

Aye

I'm tired of the lying

In the charger flying

Crash it cause I'm crying

Hopefully I'm dying

I don't wanna feel no more

Sadness only thing I know

Waiting till I hit the floor

Life just what you waiting for

Why am I like this

I cannot fight shit

Dust in my mind bitch

Watch as I bite this

Cry while I right this

Feeling the blindness

I'm getting high bitch

Watch while I light this

How come I can never fix these issues that I face

Maybe cause their all the fucking problems that you make

But I wish I could just change the things that I say

But I bet it wouldn't make a difference anyway

Still would probably tell me all those lies to my face

Still would probably blame me for the drama that you make

Still would probably brush off all the things that I say

Still would probably fucking break my heart anyway

How come I can never fix these issues that I face

Maybe cause their all the fucking problems that you make

But I wish I could just change the things that I say

But I bet it wouldn't make a difference anyway

Still would probably tell me all those lies to my face

Still would probably blame me for the drama that you make

Still would probably brush off all the things that I say

Still would probably fucking break my heart anyway