You Have Me (I Kill) Lyrics

Dark Winter, Dark Winter, Dark Winter, Dark Winter

You will always have me right by your side

Even though, you can never see me in my eyes

You will still fear me and dread me, no lie

I am the one that will cause you to die

This madness inside of our world is still killing minds

Kids put a bullet right through the eyes

Pop some pills hit the tub

I am the pain and desperation when you need a hug

I am that nagging feeling that's always deep down inside

It's always telling you

"You better go run away, hide"

I am the victim of the crime

Need no alibi

For this murder that is in the first person degree

Dead on arrival you see

I am the thoughts that you need

You will never be set free

You will always have me

Parasite right in the brain

These thoughts that you will never tame

Swirlin' round you like a storm

Takin your soul to the drain

Why do I have all this pain?

Cause I haven't seen her smile

Yeah You know that it's been a while

Seein' her face in my mind

All this social distance makes you just want to leave life behind

All these masks around

Makes you think your face is a mistake

So what's stoppin' you to take

Listen to me, stay awake

There is so much more to live for

Think after the lock down

Who should you be there for

Think about that girl's eyes

As they stare straight into yours

Loving you for your whole life

Now that purpose will be yours

Love yourself and stay alive

You won't ever need to cry

Yeah, this is real life

Teens are close to suicide

But the government got power in mind

Door to door with the pesticides

Drop a stack to make you bow

They'll never care, anyhow

Or anyway that you will paint it

They will profit while you painin'

Curled up in a ball with anguish

Cause you can't leave your own home

Livin' life right through a screen

As the days are passing by

It just makes you wanna scream

Losing years like you lose patience

See it's all a lie

It's just a flu

The symptoms what they want to do to you

The cure is simple really

You have me

And now you should do you

You will always have me right by your side (You have me)

Even though, you can never see me in my eyes (And now you should do you)

You will still fear me and dread me, no lie

I am the one that will cause you to die

It was barely a month ago

That Dylan Buckner took his own life

It was a very silent, very invisible killer

You know 450,000 people and counting in the U.S. have— have died of covid

I'm fortunate in that I don't know any— any of those people

But I do know one person who committed suicide

There really is no doubt in my mind that the lockdowns, the isolation

Absolutely contributed to his death