grateful Lyrics

Sometimes I think about how I was like

The type of shit that keeps me up at night

I hate my past, but it made who I am today

I learnt so much, but I took the hard way

I breathe in and out

I breathe in and out

I'll get through this shit

And I won't ever post it for the clout

I can progress but I know I'm not happy

I will break through, I don't care if you're laughing

Overcome it all, but when I get to the end

I have another problem, cycle repeats again

I have a problem of not listening to others

After what happened, it's like I cannot trust them

But I'm trying to learn how to help myself

And I don't want others to feel how I felt

One day I'm sinking

Another day, on top of the world

I'm true to myself

You're fake like a perm

I know that I'm a shit person

And all my friends, they don't deserve it

One day I'm sinking

Another day, on top of the world

I'm true to myself

You're fake like a perm

I've embraced my demons

But I know I don't deserve them

But I still

Find it hard to get up from my bed when it is morning

You say I'm antisocial but you're just really fucking boring

Generic, all the same, I've heard the same story

Bless up to the people who really look out for me

I know I don't say it but I'm really fucking grateful

Without you, I'd fall off the edge, no skateboard

Cause of you I can tell between the real and the fake ones

But I do apologise because I am so fucked up

I'm so fucked up