Empty Lyrics

That feeling of emptiness

It's coming back

Like someone popped my bubble of safety

Jumping back and forth with different things to do

Happy or distracted?

I say I've heard all of this before

I'm good I'm fine

I've been through this once

A million times

I smile and laugh and at times I feel

I feel alright

Don't wanna be a liar, but sometimes I change

No I'm not okay, but I'll say I'm the same

Contradiction running through my veins

I don't wanna stay the same

But I wanna stay

Stay this way

Cause it's easy

Losing all direction

In my head I'm okay but inside I feel empty

Wanna spill out my guts cause inside I feel nothing

Don't know why I can't stop this feeling

I'm upset at myself, I'm sinking

And really

It's nobody's fault

It's not even mine

But I wanna cry

Don't wanna keep lying

Apologizing

Always complying

Unsatisfying

Grateful I wanna be grateful

I wish I could be more than I'm not

Remember You're with me

When life's sad and lonely

Turn to Your Holiness

Struggling

Suffering

But I know that I'm safe

I know that I'm saved