guilty love Lyrics

This is a love sick kinda night

I just can't shake the feeling that I'm doing nothing right

Cause I'm still holding onto guilt

I'm staring at the flowers bloom inside that tomb I built

I'm starving - hunger to the bone

I'm searching for a body so that I don't die alone

You're searching for somebody else

I swear that I'm an imitator, I don't know myself

So I fuck it up

No lies

Surprise

And I blame my guilty love

Guilty love, guilty love

Why

Do I run away

Burn the face that I just gave away

Why

Claim it all as guilty love

When there's nothing more we could build upon

Why

Can't I have a normal mess

Why can't I build a normal nest

Cause I hate the house inside of my head

It's empty now, it's empty

God it's killing me instead

Well, do you hear that echo in the air?

It's hunting whistles calling to collect their only share

But I don't have the cash to pay

This debt of mine is how I tell him that I'm not okay

I spoil time, it rots in my hand

Please let me go, it's only safe if you don't understand

So I fuck it up

Surprise

No lies

Blame my guilty love

Guilty love, guilty love

Why

Do I run away

Burn the face that I just gave away

Why

Claim it all as guilty love

When there's nothing more we could build upon

Why

Can't I have a normal mess

Why can't I build a normal nest

Cause I hate the house inside of my head

It's empty now, it's empty

God it's killing me instead

Is it selfish - to want someone to hold

But I know it's gonna fail cause it's broken

Is it selfish

Why

Claim all love as guilty love

When there's nothing more we could build upon

Why

Can't I have a normal mess

Why can't I build a normal nest

Cause I hate the house inside of my head

It's empty now, it's empty

God I wish that I were dead