i'm so jealous Lyrics

I've been picking up the pieces of my heart

Wondering how many times until all my cards are played

Till I'm disregarded away

All my friends are happy single or in love

My loneliness is telling me that ain't us

'Cause I love trying

To save the day of broken people

Give my heart to fragile people

Insecure, imbalanced people who don't care about me

Emotionally unavailable indeed

Oh God I'm so jealous

Boys with girls and girls with boys

Hate it, but can't help it

Find someone to fill my void

You bet I'm embarrassed

I'm the villain that destroys myself

Oh God I think I need help

Oh God I think I need help

Oh God I think I need help

Oh God I think I need help

I reject everyone who is actually

Interested in getting to know the real me

It's sad

At love I'm actually so bad

I instead go for the guys who are only

Into looks rather than personality 'cause I think

It would validate my insecurities

And somehow wash away my pain

Oh are you heartbroken?

Here's my love, this social token

Run but stay inside my focus

Everyone else will be frozen

Passion's hot until it's smoking

Oh God I'm so jealous

Boys with girls and girls with boys

Hate it, but can't help it

Find someone to fill my void

You bet I'm embarrassed

I'm the villain that destroys myself

Oh God I think I need help

Oh God I think I need help

Oh God I think I need help

Oh God I think I need help

Radios, online posts got me wanting someone kind to hold

But my own psycho soul wants a toxic love interest also

I can't seem to let it go

I hate sleeping all alone

I hate being on my own

Oh God I'm so jealous (I'm jealous)

Boys with girls and girls with boys

Hate it, but can't help it (Can't help it)

Find someone to fill my void

You bet I'm embarrassed

I'm the villain that destroys myself

Oh God I think I need help

Oh God I think I need help

Oh God I think I need help

Oh God I think I need help yeah