Wishing Lyrics

Yeah I wanna let you in

I wanna let go of this sin

Left a mark on my brain

I'm on my knees now I'm praying

Jumbled in what I'm saying

Yeah you're running in my veins

Ketamine when you let em in

Wish I was there I want you on my skin

If I could paint my eyes in green

And fill these cracks with flawless genes girl

Will that be good for you to see me worthy

But I think it isn't more than just

Kaleidoscopic visions of love

That I seem to be confusing with infatuation

Yeah I wanna let you in

I wanna let go of this sin

Left a mark on my brain

I'm on my knees now I'm praying

Jumbled in...

Yeah you're running in my veins

Ketamine when you let em in

Wish I was there I want you on my skin

Cause if I had what it takes

To be the reason your heart races

Trust me I will trade

Whatever I have to get a taste

I've been wishing

Wishing to be someone better

Someone you could hold and say

"I think we're meant to be babe."

I've been wishing

It is getting so much harder

I think I'm ready to be

Whatever you're needing.

We keep trying to be some other version

Some other idea of who we should be

But it's nice when we're not who we are and someone looks our way and smiles

Why is it that the last person we look for is who we are

Who we wanna be

Isn't that someone worth loving too