paranoia ft. unknxwn. Lyrics

Everyone dying got me thinking bout death

I'm only 20 and I think that I'm next

Losing everybody is making me upset

I just wanna grab the gun and put it to my head

All this paranoia makes me wanna feel it

I don't think that anyone would care if I was dead

Even if I tried a suicide attempt

I don't wanna live my life with regrets

I don't think I'll ever understand it

Why do we live just to die and that's it

All that fucking time that's gonna be wasted

Honestly that thought is making me pissed

I don't wanna talk about the things that I did

I just wanna stop breathing, I'm sick of this shit

Everything I've thought I wanted, I got rid of it

Ain't nothing what it seems in life, can't wait till I'm picked

To die, I don't wanna be alive

But I got so much shit to do with my time

I got things to experience, life is an experiment

And I am a mad scientist, I'm tired of the crying shit

So alone, like where should I go now

I don't know, I think I should slow down

Take it step by step, and don't rush it

Everything that I have felt is all rushing in

Everyone dying got me thinking bout death

I'm only 20 and I think that I'm next

Losing everybody is making me upset

I just wanna grab the gun and put it to my head

All this paranoia makes me wanna feel it

I don't think that anyone would care if I was dead

Even if I tried a suicide attempt

I don't wanna live my life with regrets