Old Me ft. Psalmist Jake Lyrics

Learned all about myself been focused on my health

Never wanted wealth needed feelings on the shelf

Been through all the pain it's the hand that I was dealt

Now I'm feelin sane it's this thing I've never felt

Last few years I been on one

Trapped in the past had a bottle and a gun

Had to move slow with no place to go

Road was my home so I stayed alone

Had a little help but it still ain't help

What I felt inside; some shit I can't describe

Was feeling aside so I stayed real high

I'd say I'm fine while on cloud nine

They say they want the old me

And it's got me losing sleep

Why can't I just be free

I can't even really think

They say they want the old me

I don't want him back see

Now you got me losing sleep

Why you want the old me

Where will I run, where will I hide

Well there's no need when the old me has died

Highway to Heaven they sold me a ride

This is the ticket to show me the skies

No need to flex this is only the vibe

Some of y'all fake or you still in disguise

What will it take to be spillin your lies

The things that I'm live for I'm willin to die

(Hes willin to what?)

He's willin to die

I feel like I told before that I tried

Or was it the old me that told ya that rights

Thankful the new me can really decide

These are the rules if you choose to abide

Live and let go, be enjoyin ya ride

Shrug off the hate altogether the pride

Man life is a store go see what's inside

They say they want the old me

And it's got me losing sleep

Why can't I just be free

I can't even really think

They say they want the old me

I don't want him back see

Now you got me losing sleep

Why you want the old me

He's dead, he's gone

Why can't y'all move on

I keep trying to write these songs

So I can try and right my wrongs

I'm been tempted with a lot

Suicides been in my thoughts

Been going through this hell

And I know the devil can tell

Wanna see the light but the flames real bright

If I take my own I'd be alone

I'd be at peace to say the least

If I died right now I'd be lost not found

I drowned with the reaper

Brain gettin steeper

I'm my brothers keeper

Thought it'd be easier

But it's really neither

I need me a preacher