AWY Lyrics

Why do you always do this

Why do you think it's okay to do this

You're never gonna change because you don't want to

If you want to leave, fine, go

No one is stopping you

If you want to leave, please, by all means, leave

I'm not gonna stop you, no one will

I'm done trying

How high can I get so I can fucking forget you

Cause that would be the easiest thing to do

Sitting in the dark trying to find a clue

Now how can I believe you

With all the hurtful things that you fucking said

All the hurtful things that you fucking said

They keep rattling around up in my head

Every time I see you I just can't crack a smile

I don't even know how to live right now

I do know you're alone just sitting in denial

It's crazy how the suicide line don't speed up

I don't even have the luxury of using my heartless

Cause I still have to be there for the kids

So they don't grow up to be heartless

If you want to go be with somebody else, leave

How do I feel when I'm alone

Don't drink a dime but I'm wasted

Can't close my eyes, I can't face it

Somehow gotta embrace it

You think I made this slightly

Like it just came out of nowhere

But the hurt was too much and I couldn't bear

Saying it to me, now that isn't fair

I wish you could see where you are through the pain

Yeah I lied to you, truth is harder to explain

Now you're someone else, how the fuck do I stay

When you were so close, almost threw it all away

You said you wanted my feelings out

So here you are, take them all now

But seems like I'm talking to my damn self

Cause you can't hear a word out my mouth

If you're not going to change and you're not going to want to fix this

Goodbye

I'm not going to chase you anymore

You're just going to erase me, fine

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