Things On My Mind ft. Jay A.K.A. Clutch Lyrics

Wakin' up late as hell

Can't go back to sleep

Shits too peaceful

Too blissful

Wakin' up at 3 A.M.

My eyes are dilated and

My head begins to start to spin

Since I took all them Vic's and then

Realize I'm a monster, a connoisseur

Of reelin' in lies that I thought were truer

But the more that I find, the more that I fuel up

Been sleepin' with an eye cause this life can fool ya

Wakin' up with all these things on my mind

Got me going crazy and it happens all the time

Dealing with depression, got the world upon my shoulder

Layin' in my bed is my only time for closure

Wakin' up with all these things on my mind

Got me going crazy and it happens all the time

Dealing with depression, got the world upon my shoulder

Layin' in my bed is my only time for closure

Lucid dream in a reality, it's kind of all a fallacy

What will it amount to me, stayin' afloat but drowning see

Baby mama drama causin' loss of sleep to follow

Cause baby daughter gotta lotta bitter pills to swallow

Choosin' between me, mom, and a man she does not know

Say alvederzein, take my hand, she says why go

Say I'm makin' a plan and I know it feels like it's so slow

But God on my side, you'll be mine by tomorrow

Wakin' up with all these things on my mind

Got me going crazy and it happens all the time

Dealing with depression, got the world upon my shoulder

Layin' in my bed is my only time for closure

Wakin' up with all these things on my mind

Got me going crazy and it happens all the time

Dealing with depression, got the world upon my shoulder

Layin' in my bed is my only time for closure

Sittin' up straight at my bedside

I look up to God and cry

Why (Please), why, why (Why)

With all the shit you see but turnin' blind

And the rage inside, I cannot describe

Cause it's feelin' like I can never hide

From the pain that strikes when days turnin' night

Cause when I do sleep tight, I'm still fighting my mind

Wakin' up with all these things on my mind

Got me going crazy and it happens all the time

Dealing with depression, got the world upon my shoulder

Layin' in my bed is my only time for closure

Wakin' up with all these things on my mind

Got me going crazy and it happens all the time

Dealing with depression, got the world upon my shoulder

Layin' in my bed is my only time for closure

Crystal ball seein' like I'm peerin' through the future

Now I'm seein' through the mirror at what appears a loser

It's fillin' me with fear, what if I actually lose her

Brain is shifting gears cause mind is getting too burnt

Hope disappears and my face is turnin' blue or

it's the tears from the hands that is pullin' me through a (Come here)

Mystical land where the world ain't too rough

Awaken enlightened but ain't no Buddha

Wakin' up with all these things on my mind

Got me going crazy and it happens all the time

Dealing with depression, got the world upon my shoulder

Layin' in my bed is my only time for closure

Wakin' up with all these things on my mind

Got me going crazy and it happens all the time

Dealing with depression, got the world upon my shoulder

Layin' in my bed is my only time for closure

That's why I'm noddin' off

Wakin' up in a lie like

Could someone just hypnotize me

Make me forget, forget this shit even real