nightmare Lyrics

This is a nightmare and I'm not coming back

My golden dreams seem so far away right now so

I cannot pretend that I'm getting over this

'Cause at the end I just wanna go outside and cry

She said that I was daydreaming on the tents

I wasn't helping or doing anything so

She said that she was relating to me

I was afraid but I didn't know why

'Cause after all I've been going through

Here it comes my awaited reward

I would've died on my own or sink and drown in the sea

Now I just wanna fade that summer away

I got up on my feet and then I said to myself

That my pain was, indeed, made from their misery

It almost killed me but now I see the light

I still got scars, all my body and my nose hurts

I really don't know what's gonna happen next

I really don't know if I'm ready to forgive

You came to help me and we went to my room

You shaved my head and I said I was already clean

We lied in bed and I told you all the truth

You touched my hand and you promised to stay

'Cause after all I've been fighting for

Here it comes my relief at least

I would've died on my own or sink and drown in the sea

Now I just wanna fade that summer away

I got up on my feet and then I said to myself

That my pain was, indeed, made from their misery

Be selfish like ever and tell everyone that it was just on me

All the snubs that I had to stand were such a shame

But I will carry on again

Again

Again

I would've died on my own or sink and drown in the sea

Now I just wanna fade that summer away

I got up on my feet and then I said to myself

That my pain was, indeed, made from their misery

Be selfish like ever and tell everyone that it was just on me

All the snubs that I had to stand were such a shame

But I will carry on again