Emotions Of The Ocean Lyrics

Its been raining for years

I'm a droplet

Boxed in

Sitting on the floor beside the cot in

In the shelter

Got dudes across the room smoking crack till they lips melting

Paint velvet

I ain't even thinking bout it

I'm recording voice memos bout being heartbroken

Mind cloudy

Sound like I'm dying inside when I played it back

But who cares I got work in the morn

I just need to take a nap

Put the cover over my head so I don't smell it burning

Stomach turning

But the fact is I didn't need money tomorrow

I needed to walk in faith to start the journey but I'm stuck in my sorrows

Not realizing becoming more hollow

Wake up heading to the shower but got to wait

Cuz there's a loony in there tripping

Oh man not today

This month I got like five times I was late

How will I ever get promoted in the pharmacy?

Honestly

I'm starting not to give a damn

I done sought out God before

But felt numb to His holiness

I couldn't feel Him or it was so hard to get

Cuz Jesus knows I loved Him and on the daily I promoted it

I don't know why it was rough

I started to believe I could get closer to him by smoking blunts

Devil been on my shoulders

Best believe I knew he was

But I wasn't in the word so I was losing

He tore me up

Forgive me father

I get to stopping prayer like I been a bother

But I'll tell you this dad will never leave His son or daughter

We ain't headed to the slaughter

Not even close cant see the border

I promise you'll see it

I promise

This is how I know that He got us

Soon after moved out got a place felt alone

Dropped a Facebook status asking God to hold me down

How I wished He was here or a friend to talk nights

Little did I know three weeks later meet my wife

Time goes by got married quit smoking had my son

Feeling at peace but christian I was the only one

I felt cold even though I was able to give love

And then it all changed when Ashley called me speaking word huh

That's my sister

I done prayed for years to the mister

Bring her and deliver

Gave up she a sinner

I don't know if you could get her

Then a bestfriend delivered

Then my mom got delivered

Then a friend got healed tumors gone no more cancer

Man God be the answer

I cant deny that He living

Like when the sky's in your vision

Can't say there's no blue or you kidding

You might not understand but its still Edge when I'm spitting

Don't remember drug dealer drink spilling pop pilling

Yeah that hood dude from our history

He done gave it all up to God cuz to God he surrenders

So if you question Him you question me

Respect the business

I'm sick of all the madness

Sick of my flesh and lustful passions

Sick of not being perfect but I'm living for the master

So if you ever need help I'm flying over jet speed

Forget the baggage

God loves you more than you know and it hurts that you ask Him

As if the fact you breathing today isn't enough proof for the masses

Get your strap in

Ride of life a bumpy road but Christ will bring rapture

Flow captured by the bucket we call heart

Holy Ghost pass in

Pray I continue to see you and help those that need glasses

Have mercy

They not know what they do

Emotions of the ocean

We all have them