Tell you once Lyrics

Hey its Sarah leave a message

Oh hey... yo its Roman... uh

I know its like four am... But that's whatever

Besides the point

Are you free later, I'm tryna meet up maybe do something

Let me tell you once

Imma tell you once

I don't need you

But I say I do

When I say I love everything about you

That's debatable

I'll probably tell you anything you want

So you can stay

But most the times I'm next to you

I don't know what to say

In my mind, I conjure up how your worth chasing

If she chose between me and her fun I wouldn't make it

I'd never fall in love again

That's something that Id say

But then she moan my name in sheets

So really how can I complain

It'll probably never change

I can't erase

The way she wash my brain

I sit inside my shower every day

And pretend that its rain

And when she not around

I cannot sleep

Most nights I lie awake

I close my eyes and think of everything

Except for what to change

That girl my remedy

They scream

You sick

Na just a lil love struck

Got a heart so I should use it

Keeping up the pace

With space and time

So let's get to it

Says she only left cause she staying on my best side

So I guess that I'm wrong for writing bout her in my music

Uhh Roman?

Oh, uh hi Sarah my bad for calling you this late

I didn't... I didn't think you'd be up

No it's fine I'm glad you called

So you wanna tell me the rest of what you were gonna say?

You be on my mind like on the daily

At a drop, I'm changing topics

Like I need you

Now it's raining

You the hottest

Not a problem

Least the one I never thought about

You running to my arms

I never thought about it

I've been on my own for way too long

There ain't no doubt about it

Tuff, I never thought I could find love

And then move on without it

But I want that bitch so much

Got a hundred thoughts a day that's a bit too much

Stay up on the phone

Like you dumb

Like you hang up first

No you hang up first

No you hang up first

Out of place

Out of trust

Out of pay attention

Shit I made mistakes

In the past

OD interventions

Make you want to change

Now I'm older

Not that so and so

Got closure

Now these open doors

Need order

When I'm sober

I feel naked

Higher than a spaceship

Superpowered nova

When I see you

Imma show you how I'm feeling

Even if you gonna pull it to the side

You never see em

No, I'm never really feeling how I like

No never mind

I guess I'm switching up the topics in my brain

I hope you know keep sane you walk right in

And keep the monsters out

She playing with them feelings

I can't tell her that she not allowed

I'm screaming just like not aloud

But probably when she not around

I'm thinking to myself about

The little things we walk around

I met her in a pinch

And now this shit feeling like a hundred thousand hits

She smacks me round and just don't know where I am

It makes me sick

How I can never stand

Because my arms and legs stay stuck up in her hands

And my friends won't understand

Or ever understand me

Blind to my own cycles

While I fantasize our family

Ramon and Sarah chilling on the couch

Then you walk past me

And I can feel the sunshine in your step that keep me anxty

And every-time you next to me still feel like I still can't breath

Like stampedes

I can't leave

You stand me

Get handsy

No plan bs

That girl let me see all that I can be

Make me feel all of the greatest things

I thought I cant be

So yeah that's how I feel, I hope it wasn't to straightforward

I think I got the gist of it

Oh yeah"

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Na I'm not actually doing anything

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