Sadist Lyrics

I drank 6 IPAs last night

Until I couldn't feel

The vibrations in my head

I couldn't sleep that night

Think I see you in the moonlight

Or is it just not real

My dream's not coming true

Guess I'll go back to bed

Are you a sadist

Cuz you seem to get off

You never get enough of

Hearing me say

I love you

But you never said it back

And now I'm off track

I'm fine when you ask

I'll freshen my mask, cuz

Just wanted to hear

I love you

And now I hate you

And all you do

And I wish I didn't

Heart torn with the wrong score

Now I'm gonna hit it

Drunk now and this cold house

Echoes all around

And I'm

Feeling so lost

Where do I belong

It fucked me

Switched your name in my phone

Cuz your name is like dope

And I'm quitting it

And was it ever enough

And was I never enough

All those thoughts because of you

Feed me to the

Feed me to the lions

I don't even know if you cared at all

Tried to cushion my fall, cuz

All the things that you say just got in the way

Of any understanding

Mm I really wished I could tell you

How I feel now that you've left forever

Mm I really think that it's time to let it go

I digress, it's no use

One regret is you

I detest myself

For ever trying to make you something new

And I'm

Feeling so lost

Where do I belong

It fucked me

Switched your name in my phone

Cuz your name is like dope

And I'm quitting it

And was it ever enough

And was I never enough

All those thoughts because of you

Feed me to the

The lions

Yea you start in my head

Then you rip it out my chest

Yea you fucked my best friend

Then you fucked me again

And now I'm getting up

And now I'm getting up

I'll find love in different places

Fuck