War Within Lyrics

I've opened too many doors

Inside of me is a war within

I just can't do it no more

I need a way

You told me you are the way

Truth and the life you said follow me

Take my sin and take it all

Yeah It ain't easy

Tryna live this life, tryna not to pretend

Tryna make amends I'm uneasy

Doesn't make sense

When I give my best and when it ends I'm always left empty

I've done it all, from this and that

Now I know that it don't complete me

Like Solomon said it's all meaningless saying vanity of vanities

I work and I work then it hits me things are always never what it seems

Nothing satisfies, nothing does

It does my head in deeply

Everything that glitters

Ain't gold cause I learnt when I realised it deceived me

I smoked and I choked

And I walked on a slope that's greasy things get icy

My consequences get pricy, when I start to act in my ability

I do not understand what I do, for what I want to do

I do not do, but what I hate I do

I do not do the good I want to do

But the evil I do not want to do, I keep doing

Cause Sin lives in me

I've opened too many doors

Inside of me is a war within

I just can't do it no more

I need a way

You told me you are the way

Truth and the life you said follow me

Take my sin and take it all

Don't wanna play

I've opened too many doors

Inside of me is a war within

I just can't do it no more

I need a way

You told me you are the way

Truth and the life you said follow me

Take my sin and take it all

Don't wanna play them games

So different

On Sundays and Wednesdays suited up, I got my hands up so so reverent

But when it comes to Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday I'm different

Irreverent, living two lives, so devilish and indifferent

But I realised, I can't live it, still I do it my way

My way or the highway then I learn the hard way

Why my way is never the way in the first place

Always halfway in my faith, misplaced, I never listen

There's a difference in relationship and religion

Between preferences and convictions

Suffering the consequences

Of every single one of my decisions

Questioning what I believe in

I'm more religion then the real thing

Really I'm in sin, just wanna stop, just wanna start again

My uso said "How Christian do I really wanna be"?

Maybe I need to get out the way

And let Christ live in me

I've opened too many doors

Inside of me is a war within

I just can't do it no more

I need a way

You told me you are the way

Truth and the life you said follow me

Take my sin and take it all

Don't wanna play

I've opened too many doors

Inside of me is a war within

I just can't do it no more

I need a way

You told me you are the way

Truth and the life you said follow me

Take my sin and take it all

Don't wanna play them games