Malice ft. Paleface Lyrics

Day by Day

Struggling

To find peace of mind

In this misery

Morbid thoughts

Lingering around my neck

All I need is some

Air to breathe

My mind starts bleeding, leaking

All those horrible thoughts

I hate myself I hate it all

I wish I could break it, burn it

Depression carves through skin and bones

Self-hate runs through my veins

This won't

Ever be the same

Those thoughts

Are running this hell

Running this hell

Running this hell

Baby, if I get lost in this night

Would you be the one to hold me tight

I don't know if I could do it without you, without you

Baby, if I get lost in this night

Would you be the one to hold me tight

I don't know if I could do it without you, without you

Swallowed and strangled

Beat up and then fainted

All of my dreams

Became haunted places

I can run and hide

Bury faith and pride

Safe haven

I'll end it first

Self-hate runs through my veins

This won't

Ever be the same

Those thoughts

Are running this hell

Running this hell

Running this hell

Baby, if I get lost in this night

Would you be the one to hold me tight

I don't know if I could do it without you, without you

Baby, if I get lost in this night

Would you be the one to hold me tight

I don't know if I could do it without you, without you

Self-hate, it's the way I want to meditate

The thought in my head just leave me for dead

Why won't I just finally stay awake

These pills don't work

The hatred starts to rise and all see is my own demise

The ashes of my past have disappeared in a blink of an eye

The past haunts my pain

I realize what I left behind

Now I sit in this room all alone

I pick the flesh off of my bone

As the time goes by, as the time goes by

Oh my, how we have grown

I fucking hate myself

I fucking hate myself