Nobody's Poet Lyrics

Una mirada no dice nada

Y al mismo tiempo lo dice todo

Si un da me faltas, no ser nada

Y al mismo tiempo lo ser todo

It was August 27, 2016

If I say too much, please forgive me

I can't hold it in, that was part of your advice

So I didn't think twice about what to reveal

Has its time and place

So at first I didn't want to understand why you walked away

Cut off my ways with no direction

Never sought help, sick of the lies it would tell

And leave you in the dark with half stories so cryptic and vague

It's okay, don't worry about it

So the silence would sustain

Now I'm thinking back on all those car rides

I was a little too passive to avoid fights

And little did I know, just wanted to see

What was on my mind to address the issue

So it reoccurred and would continue

Till one day I finally lost it

Throwing my glasses and nearly hit you

Yelling, don't fucking touch me

Now there's no excuse for a short fuse

Any sort of anger is misused

So I don't blame you

There was some logic towards my music and I didn't want to hear it

Question me, I'd get offended

By any little quip or joke

My ears blew smoke, we were overwhelmed by the stress

And expecting more, not less

I figured you thought I was giving my best

So you'd realize the time I lacked

And I wouldn't invest

Throwing my life away was an educated guess

Not rocket science when I shot my budget and my finance

No job, so I sat on my ass

As a college dropout

Taking the wrong route

Maybe I should've told you the truth as it was intended

When I was academically suspended

Then maybe I could've prevented the way it had all inevitably ended

And now that I'm nobody's poet

If you happen to notice, even when it seems

Blurred and unfocused, maybe unheard

As I wrote this, possibly receiving

Or sending no replies

It's just my intentions

I want you to recognize

I'll say it again

And now that I'm nobody's poet

If you happen to notice, even when it seems

Blurred and unfocused, maybe unheard

As I wrote this, possibly receiving

Or sending no replies

It's just my intentions

I want you to recognize

No replies

And now I say

The one that got away

You utter without a stutter, don't let me be

Something you're right told me

The future lying ahead

You couldn't love someone who was dead

No emotion of dread, no tears to be shed

At each other's neck, we should breathe for a sec

Calm and collect, then reconnect

But it all accumulates as burdens on our plates

We argue and bicker, are you a part of the picture

Or do you feel stagnant in the image

Or the fact that it's no longer my business

Well I guess you're right, in this endless fight

Making calls in the night just to hear your voice

But we can't go back after that certain choice

No

But I'm delusional, I don't believe that

Nor can see that, on purpose

As my thoughts began to surface

Scraping with claws from the void

A feeling that couldn't be destroyed, just suppressed

And silenced from uncertainty

Maybe if I had listened on August 23

Instead of playing victim with this

What was me, but it's all the small things that add up

Little by little I'd self-destruct

Truly unaware till now

As I write this down

Hurting you more than you ever did back to me

Revealing that it was me, the true

Villain of this nobody's poet's story

Too bad

Sorry to cut it

And now that I'm nobody's poet

If you happen to notice

Even when it seems flirted, unfocused

Maybe unheard as I wrote this

Possibly receiving or sending no replies

It's just my intentions

I want you to recognize

I'll say it again

I'll say it again

And now that I'm nobody's poet

If you happen to notice

Even when it seems flirted, unfocused

Maybe unheard as I wrote this

Possibly receiving or sending no replies

It's just my intentions

I want you to recognize

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