birthday party Lyrics

Suddenly I'm at your birthday party again

And I'm standing in your driveway

You ask me how the moon makes me feel

Melancholy, I want to but don't say

I think I miss you even though you're getting married

I think I miss you even though you believe in God

I think I might just miss myself

Can you ask him if I'm going to heaven or hell?

I think I might skip my own birthday party

Convince myself that I'm not gonna die

Cool arms against the warmth of my body

Drink the lake one liter at a time

I think I'll miss you when you're off getting married

I think I'll miss you even though the difference wasn't time

Someone tell him to take care of his body

Lord knows that I can't take care of mine

The drive home won't get any less ugly

Unless I suddenly stop feeling like an outcast

Did you know I still hold my breath in graveyards?

Every month I ache for months past

I think you know that I don't need your money

I think you know that I know you never cared

Someone tell me what to do with myself

Can you ask him where he's going?

I think you know that I'm not made of money

I think I miss you even though you never cared

Can someone tell me what to do with myself?

Can you ask him where he's going?